Feeling invisible to what is really going on in your life? Jess found that the more harassment she sustained through court and social bullying, the more dehumanized and alienated she felt.
It is quite common to feel completely misunderstood and even rejected by life when you are sustaining a confusing battle against your parenthood. It is important to keep reminding yourself that God sees easily through the veil that has been constructed around you. He knows your motivations, your heart, and your thoughts.
You are not alone! Reach out to the God Who Sees for strength and direction down the steep and winding pathways of this spiritual war you are in. We care, and God cares.